Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Monday, June 28, 2010
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Monday, June 21, 2010
I often come to the place the disciples were in, it's dinner time and I haven't got a clue. Now, I know all you meal/menu planners who make one trip the grocery store each week and use your leftovers to whip up tomorrow's dish just cringed. It takes a monumental effort for me to function like that and all my monumental efforts this year have gone to causes other than meal time. Takeout, peanut butter and jelly, hamburgers and grilled chicken have dominated my imaginary menu these last few months.
And, let's face it, with a family of six there just aren't that many appetizing leftovers. In my defense, we did take a massive shopping excursion yesterday. We have some great meals planned for this week and I'm actually excited about the chopping, planning and preparing that goes into a healthy, home cooked meal.
Back on track.
The feeding of the five thousand. (John 6)
When I became a mother, this story ministered to me greatly. I daily, hourly, minutely felt overwhelmed at the number of needs due to the sheer volume of people depending on me. It was so overwhelming to me in fact, that some days I just wanted to sit down and not get get back up. I have a tendency to do nothing if I don't think what I'm doing will make a difference. Today, I think I'm mature enough to realize sometimes a little bit can make a tiny difference.
And sometimes a little bit can make a huge difference!
A little bit. Five barley loaves and two fish. That's all there was. A little boy's lunch. Now, Jesus knew what he was going to do with that lunch. The Message says he questioned Philip to "stretch his faith." Are you familiar with God's little questions? I am. I can feel a question forming in my gut and I know to pay attention to the answer.
As I read this passage again this morning, I felt a nudge to pay attention to the leftovers. Jesus fed five thousand people with a small boy's lunch. He fed them until they were satisfied and there were still twelve baskets left over. Twelve baskets. That's more than he started with! Twelve baskets. That's enough to feed a small crowd. Twelve baskets.
Jesus says for those who believe in Him, "rivers of living water will flow from his heart." Now, I don't know about you, but I know if rivers of living water are flowing from my heart, I'm certainly not dry by dinner time. I would certainly have energy to cook a healthy dinner, supervise bath time and patiently linger while tucking each child in bed. I would most certainly be able to clean the kitchen and cuddle with my husband on the couch even with radiation fatigue and jagged, incomplete thoughts swirling in my head.
Think about it.
Rivers of living water.
Those are leftovers even I would gladly serve!
Rivers of living water will brim and spill out of the depths of anyone who believes in me this way... John 7:38
PS You can join the John study here.
Friday, June 18, 2010
Won’t it be fun?
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
This is my prayer for her.
Don't panic. I'm with you. There's no need to fear for I'm your God. I'll give you strength. I'll help you. I'll hold you steady, keep a firm grip on you....I know what I'm doing. I have it all planned out—plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for. Isaiah 41:10 & Jeremiah 29:11
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Monday, June 14, 2010
I'm pretty tired so today I'm just making an announcement. My friend Lysa is launching her new site today. She's doing some amazing giveaways this week. So hop over and join the fun. You'll be so excited if it's your first time to visit... you can leave me a comment thanking me (wink, wink).
Enjoy your day. Happy Monday!
Friday, June 11, 2010
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Wednesday, June 09, 2010
Tuesday, June 08, 2010
I spent my weekend with girlfriends. Lots of girlfriends. My friend, Moshelle, lives in southern California. The weather is perfect there. I flew into Orange County (without any major mishaps, I should add). I had lunch on the beach with Amber and Brandy. I got sad that I missed Andrea and Kim (Who knew I had so many southern Cal friends?). I didn't get a picture of Amber but I got pictures of our amazing food... hmmmm... what does this say about our priorities?
Then Mo and I drove to the desert. Murietta. There were hot springs there. I soaked my body in them craving all their medicinal qualities.
And even though my pictures won't upload, thanks to Jesus in me (and to that nap I took), I won't lose my cool. Because God's girls were meant to keep their cool. Even in mini crisis like un-working zip cords.
I've run hard right to the finish, believed all the way. 2 Timothy 4:7
Thursday, June 03, 2010
Wednesday, June 02, 2010
Something happened this week. All of my friends in the radiation waiting room graduated. Last Friday was a happy day. The whole time I was laying on the treatment table, I heard the bell ringing. (Once a patient is finished with radiation treatment, they get to ring a bell.)