I am simply overwhelmed in the deepest part of me. Thank you for that. I am in awe at how fast God would gather his troops on my behalf. I am excited that I have the privilege of walking this road with so many. He will do great things.
My thoughts on this night are many. Just yesterday I was thinking about how I have never lived completely by faith as we studied faith vs. certainty last week in Daniel. My how things can change over night.
As I lay on my bed last night, I believe the Lord told me that everything, every.single.thing that seems bad in this will be used for good. I believe He showed me that I will LIVE. With all my heart I am believing that in faith. I am not certain but faith is being certain so in faith I am certain.
There are many here to help me now. My house and heart are full. In all the haze that was today, I was able help my husband and be filled with pride as I watched him work, enjoy my sweet Palmer in a park on a perfect day and I actually had time alone in my house where I could put my face to the carpet and weep freely in the Lord's presence. I know some of you are concerned I wouldn't get that time. I got my drama time and God was very near.
I visit with a local oncologist in the morning. Dr. Rodriguez. Please lift him up by name to Our Lord tonight. I will share more tomorrow.
Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see. Hebrews 11:1